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Hey Readers . How have you been ? Im just letting you guys know that I WILL NOT be updating my blog often unless I feel like I want to . Reason being is that , Im busy handling with my studies recently . & Obviously , Im having problems with some of the subjects especially my Maths, POA,Malay & also English. So, I really have to buck up & revise as much as possible . I cant bear to see my myself fail this year . Its an important year to me ! Regarding POA , I cant say much . I just need to find help from anyone who studied POA cause I really damn that subject . Because of that , I cried for 2 days straight . I often stayed up at night to revise on my POA but it seems that its not working . Tried asking Hanif , then he often teach me trough MSN . Coool right???? -.- Cause whyy , Tried searching him in school but fail . As you know , he is like biscuit ! Sometimes have , sometimes dont have . If have also , he is with his Friends & Im with mine . heart pain2 rightt ??? ((: If after school , you will never see him in school . [ dgn pantas dier balek !]

Okey then . I'll update soon arite . :D

FOUND THIS :

During the CCA FAIR .

Today didnt do much in school . Had normall lessons . & During PE , have to run 2 rounds around the school & I manage to be the 4th girl to finish by 11 minutes .Proud uh Proud ! :D & get it in mind , its AROUND the school & not the 2.4 route . Then , had maths CA regarding Last year's work & I think that I can pass . & as pernormal , school ended early today at 1.15 & we all have a REAL group study . Studied in the canteen till around 2+ ey ? Den off I went to BigBookShop to get all my school stuffs with potek . den off we went to MacDonald & have our late lunch . Chit Chatted . & there is this guy , one of the macdonald guy , stared at me while I was busy talking with potek . & SERIOUSLY , it was so scary cause even tho he sat outside & we were inside , he kept on staring at me & when I look at him , he smiled & so i smile back uh . but really uh , FREAK SIA ! scarryy ~ & I told her that , I was jealous about ________ . [ u noe , i noe ey girl . ]
At night , adek syarah called me up , reminding me to watch Tabah cause haikal & nenek will be in it . & yeah , so I watched . & I cant resist my self from smiling ! He & his R & CAM REAL SIA PAKAI BAJU ARMY . ns ke per boyy ?! hahahha xD & nenek was in too (:

*ignore my faces luh ey . Tired sia ! *

TOday is finally the day we ''showoff'' our PDS drills to the school . & let me tell you , how PROUD i am to be part of the PDS members . ceycey ~ :D But seriouslyy uh . I was damn proud you know ! [ ni lar orang kater kan Semangat dalam Ncc ] :D
So yeaah , went to school in the morning & got things readyy . YadaYada ~ Fall in & did some drills . as For us , we have to wear gloves & its damndamn hot I tell you (:
What else ey ? As pernormal , brush up on our Wave & all . Then , we march . My Favourite ! Cause whyy ? I got to shout till the top of my lungs . & vent out my stress-ness away .
After a while , its time for the actual thing . While we were waiting for the SJAB to finish performing , my heart was already pumping real hard & my hards started to shake . Kept asking the boys, as at that point of time , I was practically the only girl there -_-'' , If they are feeling nervous or not . But all seems to be calm & relax except for me ! Im the one who feels like I need the toilet , hands feeling shaky , butterflies in my stomach . EVERYTHING ! :D
Finally , the sjab finished & its our turn . Took our places & got ready . Did everything just like how we trained during the holidays . To me , It was NOT as PERFECT as I expected but overall , PERFECT jgk luh :D At least , we did our best . WELL DONE BABES & DUDES ! ((:
All our tiredness during the trainings has not gone to waste ey . ;D
FINISH . Sat down , chit chatted . Started to moodswing cause I was having my mensuration & was damn exhausted . Packed our things & went back . but as for me , I bathe in school & got ready to go to the CC with Mum & Brother to get my Bursary Award . ENDED ! went home & slept till evening . ^.^

PS : Liana ,
Pictures kat your camera , sent uh kk ? :D
& yang video tu , UPLOAD uhh please ! (:

Thanks BabyGirls for tagging & apologizing me about my previous post . Its okey . Im alright now so Not to worry (:
Ohh well , school has been alright , I guess . Somethings kept running in my mind these few days but I guess , I shouldn't be thinking it too much cause pratically , its NOT THAT important even though it is regarding part of my life .

Ohh btw , ANYONE who is reading this post , please tag me aite .
WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR ?
WHY DO WE NEED FRIENDS IN LIFE ?
ARE THEY EQUALLY IMPORTANT LIKE OUR FAMILY MEMBERS ?
[ please tag aite ppl regarding this . ] ty ~

Sometimes , I really wonder . What are friends really for ? Are they there to make us Happy or perhaps Sad or even left out ? I don't know . You think about it . Don't ask me, Im confused ! Maybe , some friends think that we are imperfect . But hey , No One is perfect . & get that in mind (: Sometimes , to be honest & to be frank though , Im getting sick & tired of friends . No offence but just speaking whats im my mind . Its not that im tired of friends but its just their Attitude towards some people . & Really , I prefer being friends with outsiders especially the Boys even though I dont really Know them cause you know whyy [?] They understands me alot ! 10 times more than some people . K fake ! -.-'' Like what some people say , Some things are not meant to be told right ? So yeaah , here I am telling you guys things that aren't supposed to be told . [LOL?]

Basically right , all I wanted to say was , Sometimes I do feel left out . To be honest . (: but hey , its okey . I really don't mind anymore . Ive been through this 1000 times . I feel left out , lonely , sick&tired , cant be bothered anymore ? But there is also some people that will NEVER fail to make me smile :D
Like , Adlina . Razin . Dart . Alep . Just to make it simple , guys understands me better . So I wont die though not having any girlfriends cause I have my guys . ((:

Ok people . I know its been quite some time that I didnt update this DEAD SUPER DEAD blog ! :D
So yeah , decided to change the blogskin . & btw , Kak Eeza actually did a blogskin for me but I simply cant use it . So I decided not to use it . ; Sorry kak . But I appreciate it you do it for me . sorry k .

Today ? 07 January 2009 . Wednesday . FEELING VERY SAAAD IN THE AFTERNOON ! sad ~
Imagine your friends going up the stage , PROUDLY , to receive their Eagles award by the Principal .
& when suddenly , the counsillor said , " Noor Shahira from 3n2 " . & everyone sitting around you just turned to look at you & asked you , " Why aren't you going up ? Why are you sitting here ? "
& all I can do was , smile & give them those BLUR faces . -.-'' Im really frustrated indeed . While I watched the others receiving it , my mind kept running with lots of questions , " Why didnt someone or ANYONE told me about this ? Why didnt ANYONE called me in class about this presentation ? Why didnt the TEACHERS came looking for me ? " I wanted to let go of the tears Im holding on after finding out about this but I hold on to it . I simply cant be crying over small things anymore . Im 15 this year . Im getting Mature as days pass . I cant be a crybaby anymore . Even If I feel like crying , I just have to hold on to it & wont let anyone know about it .

But seriously , Im not trying to make a big fuss out of this small matter but it really sadden me when actually NO ONE told me that I have to go up to stage . Not even the TEACHERS ! & mind you , Im getting an award that worth $150 . I simply cant let it go like that . & after the assembly , I tried going to the office & asked the teachers around that I came to collect the award & they said something like , " You try go look for the teacher in charge . Try calling the teacher using the intercom outside " So , with the help of Insyirah , she called for me but unfortunately , No one turn up . So I decided to give up & just wait for tomorrow . & I tell you , Im so going to COMPLAIN to my teacher about this .

I DONT GIVE A DAMN !

First of all , Would like to dedicate this one post for, mygaypartner , Abdul Razin bin Razak .

HAPPY 9 YEARS OF FRIENDSHIP ! woooohooo ~ cam lamer lar gituk kan 9 tahon aku kenal dier . ((:

We've been through think & thin & really uh I appreciate it & hope that this will be forever . xD ; syg lar dier !

K done ! siket2 . nanty ader jek orang kembaang .

So , yesterday alep decided to talk on the phone & so we did . He called me up around 1230 but couldnt picked up cause was busy watching The Maid with sister . Finally , picked up around 1AM after reading Twilight & sis wasnt in the room . Talked & Talked . Tried asking Dart to join in the conversation but then he didnt answer the calls . So I guess he was sleeping or wasnt in a mood . So alep&me just continued talking . He & his problems , non stop . & I have to listen & give advices . & He on the other hand right , wont let me talked about my life . & really , that pissed me off . So just have to entertain his PROBLEMS . As you can see right , If Dart were around , at least I got a chance to talk about me . But if its only me&alep , he's going to be the BIGBOSS & bully me . -.-

So while we were discussing about his problems , *♥someone♥* called . But we cant conference cause one will disagree . So yeah , just told *♥someone♥* that I will call him later after I finished taking to BIGBOSS . So I did . 250AM , put down with BIGBOSS , & called *♥someone♥* . He sound so DEAD ~ I guess he must have fall asleep while waiting for my call . So yeah , talked . & we totally have no idea what to talk about until there is this part , he was totally mad at me . & end up , I got scolded by him . ): SEDIIIIH KORANG TAW ?! -.-

DIER MARAH , BETOL2 NYER MARAH ! DIER KATER AKU BOBAL TAK FIKER DULU . aiseymaaan . tapy tak per luhh . sabar jekk . nak nangis . tahan jekk . :D

But lame2 , we were okey back . He apologized & so do I . & we manja2 back again . -.- " after a while , around 4+ AM , he kept quiet . Totally silent I tell u ! So just decided to put down cause I guess he must have fallen asleep . Kesiaan itu *♥someone♥* . Rinduu taw dier ! xD

Today is the 1st day of school . & Of cause , How I wish today is like any other school days . (: Got to meet & laugh with friends we loved . Got to sit at any seats we wished . Got to slack . & Importantly , No books for today ! Funn huh ?! yeaaaah~
So yeah , I didnt know why but yesterday I cant sleep . Excited for school perhaps ? haha . Its weird when I went to bed at 12AM but I tossed & turned & found myself asleep at 1245AM ? The next morning , I was amazed to find myself waking up as early as before my alarm would start or even when mum called . WEIRD RIGHT ? I guess im totally excited for school ! :D So yeah , woke up & washed up & got ready & all (: Met Adlina & Amirah under the void deck & off we walked to school . Reached playground mabok & met with those 'matrep' . LOL ~ nampak nyer orang2 tu smuer sudah abang2 lar seyy ! seluar panjang . Di tappred kan lagii . Aper itu bukan macam matrep ? (:

ChitChatted . & Nampak nyer ader satu mamat HAWT ni taw . CUTE SESANGAT DIER ! pasal der botak . (:
ok . drop the subject . Then , we went in & saw few parents & also the Sec1 students .SuperDuperCute ! :D
YadaYada . we had talks & all . School ended .

Had CCA after that & guess what ? 5 turn up out of 18 I think ? SUNGGUH THE SAKET HATI , I TELL YOU PEOPLE ! URGH ! WHATEVER OKEY . -____________-

2008 is finally ending & 2009 is coming . See how time flies ? Fast huh ? yeaaah ~ Oh well , since its going to be a new year , tomorrow . I shall start planning what I should do with my life right now so that I could be a better person perhaps ? So schools starting like how many days & I dont think im ready for it . ): Reason being , Im not ready in facing the teachers , NEW classmates & most importantly , Im so not ready for studies . & its not because I do not want to study . I want to but by looking at the books & all those chapters in it , makes me go crazyy ! Expecially when I already started studying Maths & I already cant handle the 1st chapter . & plus , Abang Said has strictly WARNED me NOT to SLACK . & he STRICTLY said that If I ever were to miss his homework , he shall double the work for me ): SADDDD ! )': So this shall not play to much . Focus 1st on studies . Mataer2 nanty uhh . Maseh awal lar kaan . So yeaaah . Relek dulu uhh . (: Tapy uat kawan tak per uhh . Heh . xD
So today , went had my haircut with sister . & I lovelove it ! theres not much difference but its short alright . yayness ! Im loving itt . SO INSYIRAH DEAR , DONT WORRY ! MY HAIR IS SHORT TOO :D
& please dont mind our faces coz sumpah itu smuer tak perlu nyer muker . lagi2 eyebag aku ituu . pfft ~

& lastly , yesterday night is our[dart,alep&me] last midnight/morning call cause tonight they going countdown at Pasir Ris . & tomorrow have to sleep early coz Friday is schooooling . -.-

Swear going to miss them ! (: & yeaah , we planned to make it 'memoriable' night but simply I guess I spoilt it cause I was sleeeeepy ! xD & lastly when we were about to put down , we were supposed to express our feelings to each other uhh . So Dart went 1st , he said sorry if ever he did wrong . blahblahblah . Then come Alep . Blahblahblah . & me ? Huahuahua . guess what I said to them ? Thiss :

" aku tk taw nak bbl aper uh . taq biaser sak bbl ngn korang emotional2 ginii " :D

K so I shall write it here on how I should actually say it to you guys . (:

To Alep&Dart :

thanks for everything uhh . All those talkings on the phone till morning . Those laughter sumerr . & also not forgetting those fights we had . But seriously , you guys have the best uh ! gerek ~ never fail to make me smile . So once again uh , thanks for being there for me & sorry if ever aku cam sial kat korang ey . & No worries guyss , I will not forget you both cause simply you guys are the best of friends that I had . even tho we could hardly meet because of me. most of the time . Hopefully , tk mo putos friendship kiter uh k . syg korang ! :D

Last Week's photo aite people ! enjoy !

Ok . LOOOK PEOPLE ! LOOK WHAT I FOUND ! hahhaah . Ok fine ! Laugh all you want . -.-

Nana actually posted this photos at her blog . & thank god her blog is privated . fuuh ~

I was actually laughing myself out after looking at this photos . Saper yang punca aku ketawer sorang2 depan computer ni ?

NANA ! hahahhahah xD

So basically , the 1st photo is when we were primary6 on the way to Cameron Highland .

Still remember the moments when me & Nana is very KECOH including our other kaki gereks Ahmad Fattah . (:

& the Second one was when we were having farewell party . Fifi. Fisha. Nana. Me

KEKEK SESANGAT LARR ! :D

PS: Sorry for not updating much . Will update sooon aite . Just be patient (:

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how's your boy been
Nothing to do, it's up to you
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feeling low down
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